Hey ladies! So I was on my way to work the other day and spoke to God about how difficult it was going to be to find parking in the area. I said "Jesus, I know You are able, You are faithful, and You are a mighty God." Well, when I reached there, I spent LITERALLY almost an hour looking for parking and made my patient miss her bus for school in the process. I felt terrible!!! I even got upset with God at one point because I was just like "why would You allow her to go through getting dressed, waking up early, only to find out she wasn't going to be able to go to school because of me. You could have made me find a parking last minute"...BUT then I was reminded..GOD OWES NO EXPLANATION TO WHAT HE ALLOWS TO HAPPEN and thats it. There's a reason why it happened. My job is to thank Him that His ways are better and greater. Boy, did I feel bad though. And right as I was about to start giving in to the negative thoughts of shame and failure-- "Look what you did, you are so bad, you're irresponsible, etc."--I had to check myself and say "This situation does not define who I am in the eye's of the Master. I am still in Christ. I am still His daughter, deeply loved by Him. I am still worth it. And as I began to speak life to myself, I regained strength, confidence and joy.Those thoughts and feelings I had were gone. I was able to continue to walk with my head held high looking to Jesus and not down at myself. God is good y'all. Thank Him even when you don't understand your situation because He's got it all under CONTROL. Don't let your situation define who you are! You're God's child and He loves you! Sit back and trust Him!
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